Post by Korobe | Comatose on Jun 5, 2017 7:53:39 GMT
Hey, guys. This is a very hard post for me to make, I am trying not to cry currently but I honestly just don't have the words to describe how I am feeling right now.
I know I have been absent from Skype for a long time and the reason is, is because I cannot handle and the stress coming from FH and the group. This is not your guys' fault, however, let me make this very clear. This is my personal hang up not yours after the events with those who I will not put on blast I began looking at my time on FeralHeart and I realized something very crucial that needs to be addressed here.
I no longer have fun on FeralHeart.
It's sad but it is very true. My life is a bit complicated, those of you who have looked at my breakdown post in the ranting section understand that I am very damaged, I hate saying that because I hate putting myself in a situation to be fucking pitied, so please, don't do that. I took an unexpected absence from Skype and from FeralHeart to take a long hard look at my stance in the group and on FeralHeart as a whole and I have come to the conclusion that honestly breaks my heart.
For those who have been worried about me, I sincerely apologize for disappearing the way I did, it was a dick move but I just... I couldn't look at skype and I couldn't look at FeralHeart without being thrown into a full blown panic attack, why? I don't know.
However, I will update you guys on my life.
I am starting college in July, I know right crazy! So not only will I ever have time to get on coming up but I can't afford to risk my schooling due to stress and if I cannot give Intrepidus my 100% I shouldn't be here.
So it is with a very heavy heart that I retire from FeralHeart, will it be for good? I don't know, however, this is not goodbye.
LegendaryGrace Let me just say that you are seriously one of the most important people in my life, without you, I wouldn't know these amazing people that continue to affect my life on a daily basis, you are always welcome to call me on my personal phone or text me which I will message you after I am finished with this message because I will be damned if I lose contact with you.
Dyami You are legit one of my closest friends and I feel like utter shit for disappearing on skype without a single word I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, as I will also give you my personal number so you can always keep in contact with me.
Daren Hey u handsom bitch. You have been in this pack longer than me and since we have connected you and I just have this connection that I cannot ignore if you want you are welcome to have my personal number baby cakes.
I know I am forgetting people... I just need to end this message before my heart breaks further... But if anyone wants my personal number to keep in contact with me you are welcome to ask, keep in mind I am not giving my personal information to people who I don't consider to be friends, if we've only roleplayed a few times don't expect me to give you my number, sorry.
I have come to understand that until I get healthy, both physically and mentally, I am not able to be a part of this group, so think of this as a temporary goodbye, as I will not be gone forever. However, I will remove myself from the Skype groups but I will keep my profile here if it's alright.
Man, I hate to end this here... I feel... Unfulfilled, like I did not do this group enough justice... You guys are my second family, literally alright? Don't forget this.
This is Springsteen, logging off.
I love you guys.
I know I have been absent from Skype for a long time and the reason is, is because I cannot handle and the stress coming from FH and the group. This is not your guys' fault, however, let me make this very clear. This is my personal hang up not yours after the events with those who I will not put on blast I began looking at my time on FeralHeart and I realized something very crucial that needs to be addressed here.
I no longer have fun on FeralHeart.
It's sad but it is very true. My life is a bit complicated, those of you who have looked at my breakdown post in the ranting section understand that I am very damaged, I hate saying that because I hate putting myself in a situation to be fucking pitied, so please, don't do that. I took an unexpected absence from Skype and from FeralHeart to take a long hard look at my stance in the group and on FeralHeart as a whole and I have come to the conclusion that honestly breaks my heart.
For those who have been worried about me, I sincerely apologize for disappearing the way I did, it was a dick move but I just... I couldn't look at skype and I couldn't look at FeralHeart without being thrown into a full blown panic attack, why? I don't know.
However, I will update you guys on my life.
I am starting college in July, I know right crazy! So not only will I ever have time to get on coming up but I can't afford to risk my schooling due to stress and if I cannot give Intrepidus my 100% I shouldn't be here.
So it is with a very heavy heart that I retire from FeralHeart, will it be for good? I don't know, however, this is not goodbye.
LegendaryGrace Let me just say that you are seriously one of the most important people in my life, without you, I wouldn't know these amazing people that continue to affect my life on a daily basis, you are always welcome to call me on my personal phone or text me which I will message you after I am finished with this message because I will be damned if I lose contact with you.
Dyami You are legit one of my closest friends and I feel like utter shit for disappearing on skype without a single word I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me, as I will also give you my personal number so you can always keep in contact with me.
Daren Hey u handsom bitch. You have been in this pack longer than me and since we have connected you and I just have this connection that I cannot ignore if you want you are welcome to have my personal number baby cakes.
I know I am forgetting people... I just need to end this message before my heart breaks further... But if anyone wants my personal number to keep in contact with me you are welcome to ask, keep in mind I am not giving my personal information to people who I don't consider to be friends, if we've only roleplayed a few times don't expect me to give you my number, sorry.
I have come to understand that until I get healthy, both physically and mentally, I am not able to be a part of this group, so think of this as a temporary goodbye, as I will not be gone forever. However, I will remove myself from the Skype groups but I will keep my profile here if it's alright.
Man, I hate to end this here... I feel... Unfulfilled, like I did not do this group enough justice... You guys are my second family, literally alright? Don't forget this.
This is Springsteen, logging off.
I love you guys.