`| Springsteen |` Final Update 3/26/17
Jun 23, 2015 2:53:59 GMT
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Post by Korobe | Comatose on Jun 23, 2015 2:53:59 GMT
`|Springsteen Katoh Varkath|`
Basic Information
First Name: Springsteen.
Nickname(s): Steen.
Pronunciation: Spring-Steen.
Age: Eight Years.
Sex: Male.
Species: Wolf.
Scent: Ash and Pine.
Likes:
The scent of sawdust, those who don't judge his appearance, and those who treat him with respect.
Dislikes:
Those who belittle others, rudeness, quarreling among pack members, and loud noises/voices.
Voice Claim: Male Inquisitor Voice 2 - Dragon Age Inquisition. (Vid below)
Pack Information
Loyal to: Pack of the Intrepidus.
Rank: Elder.
Desired Rank: N/A.
Past Pack: Refuses to speak much of.
Apprentice: N/A.
Blood
Mother: Deceased.
Father: Deceased.
Siblings: Savanna, others are unknown.
Cousins: Vulcan (via mother).
Breed: Mutt/Unknown.
Birthplace: Unknown.
Birth Time: Early Winter.
Love Interest/Information
(Any people interested in Springsteen please refer to Springsteen's walls of love.)
(Any people interested in Springsteen please refer to Springsteen's walls of love.)
Sexual Orientation: Demisexual - Bisexual
Intrigued by: Asimov.
Eternally bound to: Asimov.
Children sired: None.
Friendship
Looks upon with favor: Vulcan, Savanna, Asimov, Vera, Caza, Daren, Shades, Dyami and Zafrina.
Feels close to: Vulcan, Savanna, Asimov, Caza, Daren and Zafrina.
Loyal to: Vulcan, Savanna, Asimov, Caza, Daren and Zafrina.
Is protective of: Vulcan, Savanna, Asimov, Caza, and Zafrina.
Considers friends to be: Vulcan , Vera, Asimov, Caza, Daren and Zafrina.
Would give his life for: Vulcan, Savanna, Caza, Asimov and Zafrina.
Dislikes: Elise.
Loathes: None.
Despises: None.
Personality
Now that Lady Caza has opened herself up to him and he her, he now understands not every first glance is hostile and is working to improve, but even though he has made great stride in controlling/masking his temper, he still has let it go in the past, though not to it's full potential. It is recommended that when Springsteen announces he is about to go over the edge to leave him be and let him brood and calm himself before facing him again.
He now tries to socialize with more than just his cousin Vulcan and is improving every day.
Springsteen took leave eight months ago, to which he did so to better himself as a pack member and maybe even one day a leader someone could look up to. Now home with a new layer of confidence, he was eagerly welcomed by his friends and family. Springsteen is a calm level headed brute, though he still has a long way to go to become the person he desires to be, he needs patience and the willingness of his family to work through any personal problems he still faces.
His ultimate goal, to make Vulcan proud.
History
Before discovering the Pack of Intrepidus and his cousin Vulcan, he was in a pack run by a rather sadistic tyrant, born to an Omega that had little to offer, though she cared for him as much as she could, he was a bastard child, believing now that the Alpha of the pack was his father in ways he wished he didn't know; after his mother was forced upon, she gave birth to four pups, three girls, and a boy, being Springsteen. From there he was often harassed by wolves of higher ranks, both physical and verbal harassment, being molded into a monster with a horrendous temper.He was three years old when his Alpha murdered his mother and two of his sisters to give an example to his pack. Springsteen managed to help his sisters escape, saving them from having the same fate as their mother, and hasn't seen them since. He stayed to bare the torture after it was discovered he allowed his sisters to run, and only after discovering who his father was, Springsteen snapped. He doesn't remember much, only coming too when the scent of blood was nauseating. Springsteen believed that he had murdered his Alpha, plus three more, and was driven out by the rest of the attack after causing several more gruesome injuries.
He had just turned for after being on his own, hoping to find his long lost sisters but to no avail, he was alone until catching the scent of his last of kin, Vulcan. His mother had told stories of Vulcan's mother and of him, though not knowing much, he knew a basic description and the familiar scent he began searching. After finding the brute and not being turned away, Springsteen now comfortably lives among the pack members of the Pack of Intrepidus and hopes to aid them in the future.
After being able to trust the pack and it's members for quite some time he had begun to trust more than ever before. However, when he attacked a pack member, a very important person to him, he sunk deep into a seething depression. It took his months to recover and is still battling mental health issues from the ordeal. He vowed never again to harm another being in his Pack, for if he did, he begged to be put down. He would rather be dead than be a safety hazard.
It wasn't long after that, Springsteen had gone on leave for almost a years, on a personal journey to effect himself in a good way and to make himself into a better person. He has succeeded in more ways then he could have ever hoped to imagine, doubled with new scars and a personality change, he finally happy with who he is.
As Springsteen aged, he considered his enemies to be few and his friends to be many... He cherished them,
Springsteen passed away peacefully with the company of his family and cherished friends.
Appearance
Springsteen is a tan male, built with massive muscles he is one of the tallest males of the pack, his mane is blonde and his darker brownish markings tend to resemble wings on his back. His eyes are silver and his tail tip is blonde, his appearance more resembling his mother, thankfully.Species: Canine.
Stats: Fully grown and aging.
Tail: Sickle Tail.
Mane: Forward and Back mane.
Ears: Sharp-Ears.
Tufts: Elbow and Rump.
Eyes: Whole Black.
Body/Head/Tail Markings: Tyto Owl / Ocelot 2 / Ocelot 2.
Equipped None.
Items: None.
Skills
Basic SkillsFighting~
Offense: 7/10
Defense: 9/10
Stealth: 8/10
Hunting: 8/10
Stamina: 10/10
Running: 7/10
Swimming: 3/10
Climbing: 6/10
Agility: 7/10
Hunting~
Small Animals: 4/10
Large Animals: 7/10
Qualities
Leadership:10/10
Wisdom: 10/10
Kindness: 7/10
Selfish: 1/10
Trusting: 8/10
Loyal: 10/10
Shyness: 2/10
Mercy: 5/10
Selfless: 10/10
Springsteen's Rage
Over time after being abused for all of his life, Springsteen has developed Rage, and not normal rage. Though he has trained himself to suppress his anger and hatred, insulting those close to him and attacking his kin (blood and pack) will result in Springsteen's rage beginning to surface. His rage comes in waves, at first, it may be simple disgust and frustration in his tone or simple anger. However, after being anger further, his heckles begin to rise and snarl is obvious in his tone.
At this point, it is best to walk away because Springsteen will then confront his taunter and from there on a fight will ensue but at full rage (which Springsteen has only released once in his life) he will not remember what he does from here on out. Springsteen is out for blood and cannot be stopped unless the pack bans to force him to stop or to put him down... Springsteen will either have to tire himself out which is almost impossible or he has to be too injured to continue and will pass out ranging from hours to days.
Victims?
Springsteen's first victims were his original pack, after being tortured for letting his sisters live, Springsteen snapped, killing his current Alpha in cold blood along with four other casualties. It was only after the pack banned together to run Springsteen out of the territory that the rest were spared. Springsteen's body was built for strength, so being able to kill multiple people is easy for him assuming they are amateurs or don't expect anything out of him. Springsteen will announce that he is becoming angry, in which any who are interacting with his need to leave him alone and let him brood by himself, the more he is bothered the less likely he will be able to decompress.
So far, Vera is his only victim of the Pack, upon Springsteen becoming very angry she pursued him and despite his warnings would not leave. He would black out and blindingly attack her, causing deep punctures on her neck and bruising from tossing her around like a rag doll,
However for now, the beast is asleep, but now dead. While Springsteen was away for his self-discovery he has done a lot of growing and maturing. Yet the beast is ASLEEP, not dead (must repeat). He still has a lot of work to do but in time and with support, he hopes to vanquish this demon.
So far, the people able to help Springsteen's rage: Vulcan.
Victims: Vera.
Springsteen's Devastation
When Springsteen was only two years, before being exiled, he met and fell for a huntress' daughter. He thought he had actually experienced love for the first time, and he wanted her to be his mate. She seemed to love him and Springsteen was head over heels for her, willing to do almost anything he asked. However, when he finally asked if she was interested in sharing her life with him, she laughed in his face and stated that she was just having fun and asked why she would ever marry a less-than omega? Springsteen was devastated. Not long after she also told the Alpha male that Springsteen had actually tried sexually assaulting her. That only accomplished Springsteen being tortured brutally, leaving multiple scars that are mostly hidden in his pelt.
He tends to slink away from those who seem to be pursuing him, afraid to let anyone into his heart to marry, afraid of being hurt again. He doesn't admit it openly, but it's one of the only true fears that he refuses to face head on. He needs to get truly close to someone, someone he knows he would give his life for and vice-versa. Springsteen's Walls of Love
Springsteen has many stages of coming to love someone, this is important if you are wanting to pursue him.
Unsure
Unsure
This is wall number one.
Springsteen does not know you, he doesn't really know if he wants to know you. His shyness and his lack of emotions often stopped him from approaching any character IC. However, if your character remains non-threatening for a certain period of time, Springsteen will be possibly willing to approach.
"..."
Those who dwell on this wall: Vayal, Chelsea, Daren, Savanna, and Twenty-six.
Those who are about to pass this wall: Daren, Savanna, and Chelsea.
Those who Springsteen has let pass this wall: Caza, Margaret, Anji, Aether, Asimov, and Vera.
Vulcan has broken down this wall.
Like / Tolerance
This is wall number two.
By this point, Springsteen has interacted with your character and first impression last on the guy. If your character was pleasant and they had a nice chit chat, Springsteen is more than likely to like your character.
"I wouldn't mind talking with you again soon."
Current dwellers of this wall: Margaret, Aether, Savanna, and Anji.
Those about to pass this wall: Anji.
Those who Springsteen as let past this wall: Caza, Asimov, and Vera.
Vulcan has broken down this wall.
Friendship
This is wall number three.
Springsteen likes you, most likely because you have kept in contact and have not had problems with him of any kind. Right now, Springsteen wants to spend time with you, but if you disappear / don't talk to him for a long period, your spot on this wall will vanish. Springsteen trusts you, don't make him regret it.
"Hey there, friend. You and I are going to have a chit-chat whether you like it or not."
Current dwellers of this wall: Savanna.
Those about to pass this wall: Vera and Caza.
Those Springsteen has let past this wall: Asimov.
Vulcan has broken down this wall.
Possible Love Interest
This is wall number seven.
By now, you and Springsteen have confirmed your feelings for one another, but this is where the major issues start popping up. Springsteen has serious commitment issues, not that he's a runaround but because he is scared of getting hurt again. This wall is the second longest wall to break and needs patience and support. If you are willing to wait, Springsteen will come around.
"I-I... This is real right..? You... No, You couldn't possibly care for me... No one has since her... I can't allow you to be as close as she once was... But... Could this possibly be real..?"
Current dwellers of this wall: --
Those about to pass this wall: --
Those Springsteen has allowed passed this wall: Asimov.
Love Interest
This is the eighth wall and only ONE person can remain here at once.
You have seen Springsteen at his highest and lowest, it all comes down to the final wall before the big question... It's all on you, Springsteen feels like his heart is about to explode when he sees you but he still has doubts, it's up to you, can you make Springsteen see he has nothing to fear?
"I... Can't believe this is happening... I think I love you but... Do you love me? I know you say you do but... You don't understand what I've gone through in the past and I can't go through that again... I can't... Please... Please don't hurt me..."
The dweller of this wall: Asimov.
Are they going to be passing this wall soon?: Yes [x] Maybe [] No []
Who is the one and only to pass this wall?: Asimov.
Any Medical Issues: Deceased. Springsteen does not know you, he doesn't really know if he wants to know you. His shyness and his lack of emotions often stopped him from approaching any character IC. However, if your character remains non-threatening for a certain period of time, Springsteen will be possibly willing to approach.
"..."
Those who dwell on this wall: Vayal, Chelsea, Daren, Savanna, and Twenty-six.
Those who are about to pass this wall: Daren, Savanna, and Chelsea.
Those who Springsteen has let pass this wall: Caza, Margaret, Anji, Aether, Asimov, and Vera.
Vulcan has broken down this wall.
Like / Tolerance
This is wall number two.
By this point, Springsteen has interacted with your character and first impression last on the guy. If your character was pleasant and they had a nice chit chat, Springsteen is more than likely to like your character.
"I wouldn't mind talking with you again soon."
Current dwellers of this wall: Margaret, Aether, Savanna, and Anji.
Those about to pass this wall: Anji.
Those who Springsteen as let past this wall: Caza, Asimov, and Vera.
Vulcan has broken down this wall.
Friendship
This is wall number three.
Springsteen likes you, most likely because you have kept in contact and have not had problems with him of any kind. Right now, Springsteen wants to spend time with you, but if you disappear / don't talk to him for a long period, your spot on this wall will vanish. Springsteen trusts you, don't make him regret it.
"Hey there, friend. You and I are going to have a chit-chat whether you like it or not."
Current dwellers of this wall: Savanna.
Those about to pass this wall: Vera and Caza.
Those Springsteen has let past this wall: Asimov.
Vulcan has broken down this wall.
Possible Crush Development
This is wall number four.
Springsteen has begun to feel... A little bit strange, nothing near a crush sensation but he definitely wants to be around your character. This wall is important to developing something bigger than friendship and is possible the longest wall to break, if you disappear or don't talk to him for a certain period of time, you will lose your spot on this wall.
"Hello! Yes I see you there! Ha come on, would you like to, maybe go for a walk with me..? Hey don't say stuff like that, you'll gimme the wrong idea.~"
Current dwellers of this wall: --
Those about to pass this wall: --
Those Springsteen has let past this wall: Asimov.
Developing Crush
This is wall number five.
Springsteen is beginning to understand he is feelings other... Things about you, and it scares him... The last time he felt this way it ended in heartbreak. He will possibly try to stay away from you or try to see you more; basically he is undecided about how he exactly feels, if you disappear or don't talk to him for a certain period of time, you will lose your spot on this wall.
"Oh uh... Hey... H-How are you? *clears throat* I'm alright I suppose, but really are you alright? Wanna maybe... Go to the water later?"
Current dwellers of this wall: --
Those about to pass this wall: --
Those Springsteen has let pass this wall: Asimov.
Developed Crush
This is wall number six.
Springsteen now understands that he cannot ignore his feelings about you... He is terrified. He will most likely want to avoid you and it is up to you if you want to continue things with him, he will become distant and possibly aggressive out of fear. Have patience and wait for him to come to you, or you confront him, but this wall may be one of the most important.
"Hey... I'm not... Really in the mood for talking alright? Please leave me be... - ... I said, leave me BE!"
Current dwellers of this wall: --
Those about to pass this wall: --
Those Springsteen has let pass this wall: Asimov.
NOTE: If you lose your spot on this wall, you will not get it back and you are no longer able to become a wife or husband for Springsteen.
This is wall number seven.
By now, you and Springsteen have confirmed your feelings for one another, but this is where the major issues start popping up. Springsteen has serious commitment issues, not that he's a runaround but because he is scared of getting hurt again. This wall is the second longest wall to break and needs patience and support. If you are willing to wait, Springsteen will come around.
"I-I... This is real right..? You... No, You couldn't possibly care for me... No one has since her... I can't allow you to be as close as she once was... But... Could this possibly be real..?"
Current dwellers of this wall: --
Those about to pass this wall: --
Those Springsteen has allowed passed this wall: Asimov.
NOTE: If you lose your spot on this wall, you will not get it back and you are no longer able to become a wife or husband for Springsteen.
If someone beats you to the Love Interest wall, those dwelling in this wall will be set back to developed crush until further notice and if Springsteen takes the Love Interest as a spouse, those dwelling here will be set back to friendship and yes it may be awkward.
If someone beats you to the Love Interest wall, those dwelling in this wall will be set back to developed crush until further notice and if Springsteen takes the Love Interest as a spouse, those dwelling here will be set back to friendship and yes it may be awkward.
Love Interest
This is the eighth wall and only ONE person can remain here at once.
You have seen Springsteen at his highest and lowest, it all comes down to the final wall before the big question... It's all on you, Springsteen feels like his heart is about to explode when he sees you but he still has doubts, it's up to you, can you make Springsteen see he has nothing to fear?
"I... Can't believe this is happening... I think I love you but... Do you love me? I know you say you do but... You don't understand what I've gone through in the past and I can't go through that again... I can't... Please... Please don't hurt me..."
The dweller of this wall: Asimov.
Are they going to be passing this wall soon?: Yes [x] Maybe [] No []
Who is the one and only to pass this wall?: Asimov.
NOTE: If you lose your spot on this wall, you will not get it back and you are no longer able to become a wife or husband for Springsteen, there is only room in Springsteen's heart for ONE person on this wall, if you lose this spot, you will no longer be anything more than a tolerance.
Love
The ninth and final wall.
Who rests peacefully here: Asimov.
Medical
Love
The ninth and final wall.
Who rests peacefully here: Asimov.
Asimov and Vulcan are the only ones to rest in Springsteen's heart.
NOTE: If you lose your spot on this wall, you will not get it back.
If Springsteen breaks up with his lover for any reason, he will not search again, so don't try.
If Springsteen breaks up with his lover for any reason, he will not search again, so don't try.
Medical
Physical Health Status: Deceased.
Any Permanent Injuries: Deceased.
Mental Health Status: At peace.
Any Mental Health Issues: Most of which are dealt with.
Scars: One on his lower belly area from his biological father and many all around his body that is hidden by his coat, and the most recent is on his left eyelid that is split down the middle, causing his eye to be exposed from time to time.
Sick: [] Injured: [] Elderly: [] Deceased: [x] Healthy: []
Springsteen's Voice
Springsteen is the guy with horns.
Springsteen's Theme Songs
Live Forever-Drew Holcomb
UGH MY FEELS. Dedicated to the PI family. Thank for giving him a good life. <3
-gross sobbing noises-
Live Forever-Drew Holcomb
UGH MY FEELS. Dedicated to the PI family. Thank for giving him a good life. <3
-gross sobbing noises-
Kill a Word by Eric Church~
(If anyone is interested this is the song I named Springsteen after~)
Springsteen's feelings for Vulcan~ (i luv u bby)
Springsteen's Feelings
Hate ~ Unsure ~ Likes ~ Befriended ~ Crush (developing) ~ Love ~ Respect ~ Distrust ~ Loathes ~ Trusts ~ Mourns ~ Dislikes ~ Crush (possible development) ~ Crush (developed) ~ Possible Love Interest ~ Love Interest ~ Marriage
Hate ~ Unsure ~ Likes ~ Befriended ~ Crush (developing) ~ Love ~ Respect ~ Distrust ~ Loathes ~ Trusts ~ Mourns ~ Dislikes ~ Crush (possible development) ~ Crush (developed) ~ Possible Love Interest ~ Love Interest ~ Marriage
Vulcan:
Even though you and I have never met, you are the first of my family not to shun, abandon, or attack me. I do hope our relationship skyrockets even more so than it does now. I have a deep love in my heart for you, Vulcan, you are the first to ever receive my love, I hope that I can portray it well. (first impression)
I love you very much Vulcan, I don't believe you understand fully the love I have in my heart for you... I would give life and limb if it meant you were unharmed. I would never hurt you in my right mind and if the day comes when I hurt you I will grovel at your feet and beg for your forgiveness, my beloved cousin.
I'm so fucking happy to see you my loving cousin... It is such a delight you have welcomed me back with open arms and I slap myself for thinking you would do anything different... But I will never leave your side again my dear cousin, the gods will have to pull me away from you kicking and screaming before I give in to injury, sickness or depression. I love you Vulcan. No matter what happens I will always love you, please never forget that, Vulcan. There is so much I want to tell you... So much I want to experience with you before I have to say goodbye... I love you, dear cousin never forget that.
I am so sorry I could not wait for you... I wanted to be with you so much but... Alas I could not, my body could not hold out for you... But I will be there when you cross the heavenly sea, meet me on the other side. -Your Devoted Cousin
Lady Caza:
I thank you for opening yourself to me as much as you were comfortable with and I am thankful that you listened to me... And thank you for... Trying to help with my depression, I know you mean well but I need to do this on my own... I will not risk hurting you, Caza... I would surely die if I did.
I'm glad to be back to see your face again... I still apologize for being absent when you needed me most but I will be here from now on, Caza... Please don't hesitate to use my abilities to help you. While I may be aging and my body weakens by the day... I care very deeply. I wish I could take more weight off your shoulders.
Caza... You are so special to me in so many ways, I love you very much and I can only hope that I helped ease some of your pain while Vulcan was gone... I just... Wish you didn't have to see my last moments... Seeing your anguish and your despair... My heart broke for you. Please, don't give up, don't lose hope... You will see me again. -Your Best Friend
Asimov:
My one and only love... The days I have you I am overjoyed to be alive... I cannot wait to spend this life and thereafter with you... I love you more than anything, please never leave my side again... I can only hope I am a suitable male that you deserve... I don't want to say goodbye my love...
My Asimov... I love you so much and I wish we would have been able to have children in our lifetime and... I resented you for the longest time after you disappeared... I felt like you had abandoned me... I do not blame you anymore and I my only wish is that you may find happiness... And that I will be waiting for you on the other side, my love. -Your Loving Husband
Zafrina: You are so important to me... You have enriched my life in so may ways and though I have asked you to do something horrible... I am grateful that you stated you would do it. You are the daughter I never had... And I can only hope I have made your life a fraction better in the way you've made mine.
Ah, Zafrina... I know that I asked you to do something terrible, and while I was sad not to say goodbye to you I am so happy that you did not see my finally moments... I know how much you care for others and seeing me in such a state I just... I do not want to cause you any more pain. I will always watch over the daughter I never had. -You can just call me Papa
Daren: I'm so happy to see you again my friend! I'm so glad I was able to see you, you've changed... I hope I get to see the old Daren again.
I cannot tell you how much I owe to you... You were such an amazing friend to me in the end and I am ao appreciative of your hard work... You will see me again my friend... I promise you... I will guide you when your time is right, I will not death steal you. - Your Dear Friend
So, this is the end. <3
I only added names who put a SEVERE impact on Steen in the end so please don't feel offended if you don't see your name, I may add more people if I feel you are supposed to be here. Thank you so much Intrepidus for giving Springsteen such an amazing life. I love you all.
Final Update: 3/26/17 <333